Yegorushka

Цветаева Марина Ивановна


                        
   
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   The stray eagle a feather dropped.
   Yegor-light-Yegorushka was born in the world.
   
   With tight body, with light face,
   Loud in shout, capacious in chest.
   
   Will choke with embrace.
   He sucks ten nurses.
   
   Sings the mother on the cradle,
   Sings the nurse on the cradle:
   "Son, quietly, lie down,
   The gray wolf is near, son!
   
   The gray wolf will arrive,
   Will seize Erka on the side!
   So sleep, my-light-Yegor!
   And from cradle echoes suckling:
   
   "The gray wolf will arrive,
   Will seize the nurse on the side!"
   
   Sleep, my dear son!
   On hind legs he would stand.
   
   Sleep, son! -- Or else
   Put heels into mouth of nurse.
   
   And thank you for this:
   Did not kick out all your teeth!
   
   Go quiet, go low --
   Three carriages has Yegor.
   
   At first she was of willows:
   Mother herself had woven.
   Therefore our falcon
   Had on the twig all wound.
   
   Carved and painted --
   Here is second pegtail.
   For an hour he did not lie in it:
   Once he broke it in smithereens!
   
   In knot the necklace having tied,
   To the forge the mother has gone:
   
   "Add the tears for us.
   Correct the cradle for us,
   That our comely son did not
   In a year splinter it!"
   
   Fever went in the forge,
   The young mother walks in pitch:
   With the red forge --
   Of the smith.
   
   Weight: five and a half poods.
   Into her the son she has put.
   "Go above, go below!"
   As if on eggshell he gnawed.
   
   And he looks onto god's light
   With a fiery eye.
   
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   The wind has made noise over willows --
   The young one remembers the stray eagle.
   
   Not just the eagle -- with gold feathers,
   But, with whom -- from whom -- she is there...
   
   To remember -- boils the chest!
   The shame having forgotten --
   Howl like wolf, but cannot: sleeps the son!
   
   Not to shout -- ready to know.
   To remember -- the chest boils!
   Why does he now sleep and not snore?
   
   Gallop from bench: The-son!
   Sense to pitching: Why have you gone
   Quiet? Blood from the face: carriage is empty!
   
   Here and there:
   Under pitching -- no,
   Under bench -- no,
   Gallop on stove -- no!
   
   And in tub -- bottom
   Has gone to torture with pole
   As the dung with the pitchforks --
   Like wolf carried away -- she shook!
   
   Like Midnight One into the burrow
   She raked, pressing upon the apron?
   
   And on all yard with a howl:
   "My first one! My last one!"
   
   Crescent clear,
   Frequent stars,
   Scary-scary misfortune!
   
   Kill me, wretched one,
   Red dawn-dawn!
   
   Oh the sign on the right shoulder
   Dear one, cheeks-glow!
   Under the light moon crescent
   As is -- on simple grass --
   I shook all the straw.
   
   She pushed into the barn:
   The cock shouted in hearts. The sheep's smell
   Went into her nose -- with some blend.
   
   She went up -- behind her the moon.
   
   And he pokes her with his ring:
   See! He caresses: And in middle of the barn -
   Thus the smell hit in the nose!
   Herself -- with Yegor in paws!
   
   And little one into her stomach!
   Thus he leaned -- and crackling goes!
   As dashingly the lips she smacks,
   A she-wolf Yegor sucks.
   
   And in half-circle beside
   There are six grey wolf cubs.
   
   And she to him, here she to him.
   She sucks -- and she, know, embraces!
   There's not enough for her the four paws --
   Aims with a tail, anathema!
   
   Thus he will smack, and she with tail: Spender!
   And into the nose with tongue -- at once!
   The whole body -- with tongue -- across
   Hundred times -- and more hundred times.
   
   And with circle, glaring at mom:
   A dozen red eyes.
   And around -- among dead hens --
   There's a dozen of sheep's skins.
   
   Stunned, she would not walk:
   Like barbells at the ankles:
   And this one, know, sucks,
   And that one, know, licks!
   
   How will shudder -- and six
   Noses above -- on sheep skins.
   And six demons' choir
   After the she-wolf growls.
   
   "Yegorushka!" -- and across all
   Demons -- direct on the son!
   And here -- from mother -- in down:
   To anathema: "Mom!"
   
   And she to him! And she to him!
   Neighbour, and you, know, hugs!
   Look, say, dare, say, who is his mother!
   And she pulled up the nose, anathema!
   
   And we don't hear the broad --
   Skies in all snout! --
   She went out, quiet,
   And closed the door.
   
   Only from that hour
   It's time for new days.
   Asks for meat the small one,
   Does not touch the breast.
   
   Only moon the horns
   Weaves through rye-sinner --
   In the window each night
   She-wolf comes after the child.
   
                        * * *
   
   Grow up our wings-feathers!
   Yegorushka has reached three years,
   With black word criticizes ,
   Not the child grows -- a bandit.
   
   Cabbage is rotting in the garden,
   The head is turned by the flowers.
   Color not color and mushroom not mushroom --
   To all the heads he knocked down!
   
   Mother -- rich flatbread
   To him -- in face spiteful.
   Mother -- with puff upon the nose,
   And he -- with the sorceress.
   
   And why the snow is white,
   And why hedgehog is prickled,
   And for what reason
   God made wolf without wings.
   
   The crumb upon the desk --
   Give to him the shchi!
   The cat beloved --
   And one ears without!
   
   And with the height! With sigh!
   And to side and above!
   No demon, nor a cough:
   Thus the hero grows!
   
   To give him a whipping --
   Boils the whole chest!
   And near Yegor
   The brother speaks:
   
   By priest not baptized,
   Not forgiven by Christ,
   Honor-conscience -- like sieve,
   As sown onto him.
   
   Yegor has round cheeks,
   And the wolf has ones sunk.
   Both have swarthy conscience,
   Insane in chest is the heart.
   
   Yegor has red lips,
   And the wolf -- blue.
   Both are danger to sheep:
   They're licked with one spit.
   
   Yegor's head is in rings.
   And the wolf's -- in tousles.
   They are similar in brains:
   Combed with the same hairbrush.
   
   Yegor has torn pants,
   And the wolf -- tattered.
   Both called -- in forest -- guests:
   On one milk -- drunken.
   
   One word: brothers in God:
   One: selected trash!
   They crack from one broad:
   They're fed by one chest!
   
   At dawn -- as mother will feed with bread --
   To break the fences and sides to break.
   Where they have gone: like the enemy host:
   In centuries won't stand the forest.
   
   And one before other to boast of strength:
   The barns to roam, the shepherds to tease.
   
   Yegor in passing -- and wolf-cub in passing,
   To oneself in the mouth -- and to wolf-cub in the mouth,
   Clearer than broad in the cold year
   They are watching the Moscow's turn there.
   
   Tenth pig iron with brother they are simplifying --
   It's given to be kissing, it's given to be hugging!
   
   And the broad has wandered into the yard,
   At the stove -- near the stove -- howling and shouts.
   Will not awaken from the same time,
   How he had rubbed the spine!
   
   Without sponge and soap, I say, lye without,
   And for yourself -- with wolf -- with snout.
   
   Where is the yoke -- broad, hold tight!
   Buckets from mountains -- below and above!
   And the priest is therefore bald,
   That the tail he could not bite off.
   
   
   They lie in the ditch, each other seek.
   
   Oh my starry blueness, garden of Eden!
   The night is late, blanket is our wrap!
   God has a wolf, sacred, you see... and
   Where they will drop -- there they will sleep.
   
   And sweetly they sleep, though none lay the bed...
   To two parts they divide the steam-breath.
   
   Together they snore --
   And sacred is deed?
   One -- with another,
   Misdeed -- with misdeed,
   Wolf with the kid!
   
                        * * *
   
   Again the dawn has come, God's trade
   Yegor and wolf rose to the trade.
   
    ck does not want --
   
   Thus you know, my simple idiot,
   That to third one -- you grew into heart!"
   
   "Farewell, Yegor!"
   To him -- old one.
   
   "Farewell, Yegor!"
   To him -- second one.
   
   And third -- know, touch, frost!
   To third one cannot say a word.
   
                        * * *
   
   The dirt road has passed,
   Got up, turns around:
   Upon a knoll three firs
   Are swinging -- grey-haired.
   They swing -- they say farewell.
   
   The old one -- with finger threatens,
   The second one -- a bow makes,
   The third one -- keeps with cross.
   
   
                        SERAPH-CITY
   
   
   But Yegor does not hear. From round
   Cheeks -- has gone Yegor's color.
   On hills step-sided, swarthy
   Awaits the wondrous azure city.
   
   He did not raise the worker's hand,
   From first century -- existing then,
   With hard work of arms of the Lord
   Was let down the cloud on the land.
   
   And as they ring stand the belltowers,
   And fly belltowers in the dawns.
   And not to you, revolts and wars,
   To crush the wondrous town...
   
   Sighed Yegor: "Oh town, my town!"
   Like the glance by the root tears out,
   Looks on boots: just like glass!
   What is this marvel: has dried!
   
   Instead of river-seas -- gurgle brooks,
   To kids -- on ringing -- they hurry in pursuit.
   
   "We hurry, Yegor, to Seraph-city!
   Hurry, Yegor, to Seraph-city!"
   
   Thus sets foot Yegor step by step:
   He wants to take off shoes -- cannot wait!
   
   And when twice set foot -- there grew grass,
   And when third one set foot -- sweet grape bunch.
   He stomped for three more steps --
   And, like dug in, stands at the gates.
   
   Stared -- and thus froze!
   
   Casually, rashly -- like colorful ray,
   The eye-studded peacock's tail.
   You, know, painter much paints:
   .........
   
   And with varnish and gold,
   Not salve -- a caress!
   And all collars --
   With eyes, with eyes.
   
   And with this yellow paint -- with blood do not argue!
   And with ringing rings the azure!
   
   Say, each smear
   Is thought of, considered,
   And in each eye
   Is written the pleaser.
   
   Thus this painter dares to paint:
   And with this shout scarlet one shouts!
   
   In the nude -- there is no end!
   All of them as is he added!
   All windows with dwellers,
   And one empty place there.
   
   And, sighing, Yegor -- to wolf:
   "Though our look be grey,
   Would be good, bro, in the room --
   To take over the flat!"
   
   And wolf to him with a horn,
   Envious, pitying:
   "All scum-written-bastards, alone
   I'm not in there written!
   
   And... good, .... Good,
   And... good, -- only I'm not cute!
   
   Let in, he shouts!
   Meet, he shouts!
   Who here keeps keys,
   Eagle, let in!"
   
   Not that, the sump, he shouts --
   The end to all the gods!"
   
   Like, in glass, a wellbore,
   Quietly in lock key sang,
   Has motioned the wall,
   Has opened the gate.
   
   In her -- a grey beard,
   From two elbows, possibly,
   Onto the light she peers........
   "Who grumbles here?"
   
   He will look thus -- clap the gate!
   For what you, grumbles, and for what!
   There, grumbles, if you please:
   In pants -- and the wolf's face!
   
   And we, to him Yegor, from three,
   From three merchants... brothers may be.
   And wolf: "There are a lot of deeds:
   We pinned down after water lily."
   
   ... "How are you sly!" -- the keykeeper --
   "And how I know you?" -- Yegor.
   "And further then, for honor?
   "No how: I'm all -- Yegor."
   
   Gatekeeper realized: "It became -- thus!
   But, free is entrance, he thus says.
   The bows have swayed,
   Opened the gates.
   
   Yegor has stepped, and he: "No, at once drop it!
   You, say, be our guest, come in!
   And let this one wither --
   We do not have wolf cub, brother!"
   
   "Well so, to him, as you like, Yegor!
   How you want, and without him do not enter!
   Without godfather to mansion
   I'll spit -- though you call to heaven!
   
   ..... the keykeeper with keys.
   Oh you.... The rebel grumbles!
   Be after you -- probing!
   And -- two flaps wide open.
   
   And -- opening the stare --
   Into the city stares Yegor.
   
                        * * *
   
   He stepped -- and he recoiled!
   The fireman the river rolls [boils].
   The wave thunderous and red
   Roars, thunders, shines, with fever's rage.
   
   He looks: Not human river --
   With the fire it burns!
   And to the meeting on the water
   Soldier goes with the wings.
   
   And to Yegor: Who may it be?
   I, say, from brothers three,
   The close fellow of theirs,
   Sent after the pitcher.
   
   ........................
   Suddenly he barks: be on guard!
   All fishes in abyss in whole,
   In river with pointed up tails.
   
   He steps upon the river shore
   And: See! Heed the command. With spurs
   For your simple temper
   I will translate without juice.
   
   As will be flame in the middle,
   Thus will be howl and bawl --
   Turn into stone, like a tower.
   Sabbath for us -- now look around!
   
   The second one then will become:
   Won't take the water with the arms.
   Her composition is so:
   You'll get wet -- you won't wash off.
   
   And third one, thinking, ordered:
   How won't hit off the horror,
   I ask docilely further --
   With the black word don't swear.
   On shore-stomped-end,
   I bent the knee: "saddle!"
   .....................
   Forget -- .................!
   
                        * * *
   
   The wave, like camel, humpbacked,
   Breath fiery, carbon monoxide.
   Yegor sits at the service
   Above, and wolf -- on person.
   
   Thus Holy Trinity and rod:
   Soldier-winged, Yegor and rogue,
   Among the wave florid --
   With the three-headed ogre.
   
   Yegor sits -- and is not glad:
   What is this soldier winged?
   What is the witch's river?
   What is the foamy water?
   
   And the wolf echoes whispering:
   "It's good with tail -- but with wing?
   And where are such taken?
   What is this non-Russian land?"
   
   Steeper is wave, greater is roar,
   Behind the spine is half the road.
   Suddenly they'll roar and howl:
   "Do not trust! He'll drown!"
   
   Yegor is silent, doesn't blow in mustache,
   Pulled the cap over the eyes.
   (Eh, lied, the one sly!
   Still there is no -- mustache!)
   
   Like through war-goes-through array,
   We went a verst half the way,
   Again the roar of thousand lips:
   "Beware! He will miss!
   
   You don't walk upon waves -- stand!"
   With a forty-lips angst
   The abyss swept up, not with wave
   Wave -- failure -- goes to waste.
   
   And way -- accomplished -- in these times.
   To the land -- arshin with tops.
   Suddenly the dull scream:
   "Turn around! Have mercy on me!"
   
   They saw with saws!
   They prick with prongs!
   With needles they
   Want to gouge out eyes!
   
   How simplicity will turn around!
   He did not knock from screw the head!
   The bag from head, from lips -- demon,
   Himself in water, to get the bag!
   
   There check to him and a checkmate,
   How not the soldier-thus-winged
   Without any effort
   He did not catch the wings.
   
   And here, pressing to chest [fist] bag:
   "Where you had said -- there lead!
   It is not for me to be great,
   When someone is crying for help."
   
   Grumbles soldier: "There, bum!
   Broke three articles in time!
   Upon your pity come and look,
   What has become of the bag!"
   
   ................................
   
   Just like a gilded bag!
   Shine-dust-heat-pitch frenetic!
   Thus is water of fireman!
   
   Thus on his shoulder the corporal:
   "Well ....., -- he says -- does not lie!
   What you were called -- is what you are,
   You came out of the deed with honor.
   
   Who's silent on order: Save us!
   He is not to us from Holy Rus,
   
   Who from the devil doesn't make noise --
   Upon that neck there is no cross.
   
   Thus, Russian all around, you became --
   Death from the bag you don't pass away!
   
   We go, my gentle falcon,
   Into the hero's town!"
   
   
                        FALCON'S TOWN
   
   
   Yegor has stepped. The dawn in face
   Strikes -- the raspberry flames.
   The promised land --
   The falcon's town!
   
   The swords beat out,
   The crowns beat out,
   And they are eating rolls of bread,
   And thus -- the Russian land! --
   With fists they fight.
   
   "The forgers-forged
   The hot workers,
   The chests are wide,
   Why do you painfully work for?"
   
   "We forge the swords for Russian
   Host, not today's baby lions,
   To grandsons -- evil is the cloud!
   For men we forge garlands."
   
   "Let me one time!"
   "Please, my son!"
   
   The pood hammer
   Takes the cut.
   
   Hit after hit --
   Fiery one, be patient!
   The daring one forged
   Rays numbered four --
   
   How he has seized his kid
   From furnace onto his hand!
   
   But blow, but blow
   From all the cheeks.
   Good, and now buzz,
   Cross unto cross.
   
   Good is the cross,
   It' on time for him.
   A bit -- marvelous.
   With the field, be?
   
   The grand child was ashamed,
   Himself does not know what he hammered.
   
   The praised has gone
   In measure, in sight.
   
   Where marvelous!
   What-from-beliefs?
   
   Instead of Son of Mother of God-
   In the middle with bald head!
   
   They grumble, with Nicolas's beard --
   From birth such they do not beat!
   
   Do not our eye deceive --
   From birth such they did not sew.
   
   One: of the sea!
   Another: no, stop!
   And you with trot,
   With field, they scream?
   
   Not the messenger, you Pinsk whore,
   Polish tsar, the pope of Rome?
   
   Yearned,
   Simple is soul!
I forged not --
   The arm is gone whole!
   
   For one family, falcons!
   And is there (falcon's) throne?
   
   Tell me the law!
   Create a bow!
   In forests baptized,
   In water baptized...
   
   Either Savlov's, either Pavlov's --
   The demon-fiends, get off!
   
   Loud is the throat,
   Bad is the joke.
   One: How?
   Second: Oh well?
   ...........
   .............
   ...........
   Yorka is lost!
   ...........
   Thus they caught the little one,
   As with a spade for him a satellite.
   
   Falcons ugly!
   Hammers not rusty!
   A little one you can't --
   Right is his act!
   
   At the end overhead --
   {I suppose} his side.
   An alien you can't:
   Another is his act.
   
   To a fir tree gave birth God:
   Fully you won't unload!
   You at him with a hammer --
   And he with an anvil!
   
   In him juices are hot,
   Quick to an insult!
   You onto him with minister,
   And he -- with belltower!
   
   With oak -- he with oak forest!
   With ice rink -- he with laundry!
   You do not like the cross?
   Will balk for an hour.
   
   With grass he, or with berry,
   Eagles-swans, see!
   He is not bad, that he is malign,
   But is bad, that he is unseen.
   
   The glaze has dried out?
   The eyes have adapted?
   Thus do not spit, falcons,
   Without shame, without conscience.
   
   Without reason -- without mind
   Upon the current day:
   Say, the same raw ground
   With the news began!
   
   The ends short-equal?
   The smooth place in the middle?
   The needed times are fulfilled,
   The place with master is filled.
   
   .........
   By his, Yegor, image.
   And this novelty will come
   Under his, Yegor's, name
   To shine on the poised chest
   Of the whole Orthodox host --
   
   Steppe in Tula, sea in Gatchina,
   Recruits -- soldiers,
   Epaulets -- to beavers,
   All infantry, all wrinkled,